我又来到这座公园了，阳光依旧洒在大地上，温暖而明亮。 记得当初，为了能和妳一起生活，我不顾家人的反对，离开了新竹，北上来到这座城市。但没想到，妳来到这五光十色的世界后，却很快就有了新的人选。而我，就这样被抛在了身后。 分开后，我依然留在这里，或许还是抱著一些希望吧？到底是什么，我也不清楚。只是我找到了一个可以让自己停留的地方——永康街旁的那座公园。每个周末的午后，我会搭乘红线，直达东门站；下车后，走向公园旁的超商，买上几罐淡丽，然后步入公园，找个角落坐下，静静地盯著来来往往的广场人群发呆。一罐又一罐的啤酒，时间就这样一点点流逝。 接近傍晚时，我起身，慢慢地走向中正纪念堂旁的酒吧——左轮，继续我的酒精旅程。我喜欢在傍晚六点多时到达，这时人不多，空气中弥漫著一种宁静。我坐下，继续喝酒，直到头脑开始胀痛，视线逐渐模糊，才摇摇晃晃地离开。我喜欢这样的感觉，因为一切都变得模糊不清。而我，早已不打算看清任何事情。 ---- 作词 Lyricist｜林哲安 LIN,CHE-AN 作曲 Composer｜林哲安 LIN,CHE-AN 编曲 Arrangement｜COLD DEW 主唱 Vocal｜林哲安 LIN,CHE-AN 吉他 Guitar｜吴征峻WU,CHENG-CHUN、林哲安 LIN,CHE-AN 贝斯Bass ｜蔡瑀晟TSAI,YU-CHENG 鼓Drums｜吴征鸿WU,CHENG-HUNG 制作人 Album Producer｜COLD DEW 执行制作Pre-production｜吴征峻WU,CHENG-CHUN 录音师 Recording Engineer ｜吴征峻WU,CHENG-CHUN、蔡瑀晟TSAI,YU-CHENG、吴征鸿WU,CHENG-HUNG 录音室 Recording Studio｜One PeeR Studio 人声录音师Vocal Recording Engineer｜陈治方 人声录音室Vocal Recording Studio｜慕桑音乐MoodSun Music Studio 混音师 Mixing Engineer｜Brain Elgin 母带后期处理工程师 Mastering Engineer｜Brain Elgin 混音、母带后期处理录音室 Mixing & Mastering Studio｜Sentient Sound Labs 封面摄影Cover Photography｜朱旻修MIN HSIU CHU I’ve come to this park once again. The sunlight still pours over the earth, warm and bright. I remember back then, in order to live with you, I went against my family’s wishes, left Hsinchu, and moved north to this city. But I never imagined that after you arrived in this dazzling, neon-lit world, you would so quickly find someone new. And just like that, I was left behind. After we parted, I stayed here—perhaps still holding on to a bit of hope? I’m not really sure what it was. I just found a place where I could linger—a park by Yongkang Street. Every weekend afternoon, I would take the Red Line straight to Dongmen Station. After getting off, I’d head to the convenience store next to the park, buy a few cans of Kirin, then walk into the park, find a quiet corner, and sit down, staring blankly at the passing crowds in the square. One beer after another, time quietly slipped away. As evening approached, I would get up and slowly make my way to a bar next to the Chiang Kai-shek Memorial Hall—Revolver—to continue my journey with alcohol. I liked arriving around 6 p.m., when there weren’t many people and a sense of calm hung in the air. I’d sit down and keep drinking until my head started to ache, my vision grew blurry, and I staggered away. I liked that feeling—because everything became hazy. And I had long since stopped trying to see anything clearly.