First Love - Jada Facer

Lyrics by：Jada Facer/Kathryn Kempthorn/Tony Chetta

Composed by：Jada Facer/Kathryn Kempthorn/Tony Chetta

Produced by：Tony Chetta

These are the words

I don't have the courage to write

Scratch out the verse

Reliving the worst goodbye

I'm scared when you hear it

You look at me different

I just don't know how else

To get you to listen

I don't remember 17

The day you left is all I see

And mama cries she cries for me

At 23 I'm still confused

How you're someone I had to lose

I wanna be the one you choose

You're just a stranger dressed like a father

I can't hold on any longer

I'm just a girl who once was your daughter

I can't hold on any longer

'Cause it's the same old conversation

Like I'm some stupid obligation

I gave you every ounce of patience

Every part of me is aching

Three broken hearts for one decision

I'm sorry that I'm distant

You shared your bed and want forgiveness

But I can't give it 'cause I lift it

Climb on your toes

Here we go dancing in our living room

Acting on movies

Only because you knew I wanted to

Now you miss every birthday

Show love in the worst way

Don't show up in the first place

I heard you moved up to the snow

You built yourself a pretty home

You got it all and I'm alone

They say you found a better life

Should I be happy for the lie?

A sorry would be nice

You're just a stranger dressed like a father

I can't hold on any longer

I'm just a girl who once was your daughter

I can't hold on any longer

'Cause it's the same old conversation

Like I'm some stupid obligation

I gave you every ounce of patience

Every part of me is aching

Three broken hearts for one decision

I'm sorry that I'm distant

You shared your bed and want forgiveness

But I can't give it 'cause I lift it

You gave me away way before the aisle

I know you can change and I'm in denial

You know that one cliche that they always say

First loves always go away

But this first love was meant to stay

You gave me away way before the aisle

I know you can change and I'm in denial

You know that one cliche that they always say

First loves always go away

But this first love

This first love was supposed to stay